Monday, April 30, 2012

everything

Alright alright! its crazy how you can go days and months without contact to someone but she still cross your mind everyday.
every single thing in my life make think of her. i need someone to pull me out. 








Wednesday, April 25, 2012

being stupid again

You again

I've tried so hard so hard,but it isn't easy. Tried so hard to pull out from my mind to stop thinking and missing you,but other hand like pulling back again.Never know why its so complicated .avoiding everything about you. even though i miss you so much.so tired to missing someone that never back to me again.


but sometimes 
Thinking everything you did are not desire to me to do so. we did the thing wrong,but I am the one who apologize.I just tried to make things right. but you cheated and hidden a lot things from me and you said we needa trust each other.all are lies to me. I am brainless!stupid!
Every time we argued ,I thinking to solve it asap but you not.you make thing worst. you did all the things i hate to revenge ,let me feel bad. Thats not the way.
Totally wrong!!!you should know :( 

And
please don't show disrespect to me.yes,I am nothing to you anymore.but please show respect to me as well. you just purposely act something stupid, circus with boys in-front of me.ya, you successfully made me suffer on that time. you won the situation but indirectly you lose yourself . others saw it and feel you so  "...  "
you never know what you doing is right or wrong.i think you never regret too.you said you'll different in that place.very funny to hear u said it. it shows what?it shows you......erm.
I do respect you.please respect.
hmn......
5months not long but it is like a century for me : )

btw
Thanks for the good memories 

Saturday, April 21, 2012

Today,21st. I miss you badly.

The 21st without you. I miss you badly . how about you ? :)




I'm scrolling through my cellphone for the 20th time today I'm reading the text you sent me again Though I memorized it anyway It was an afternoon in December When it reminded you of the day When we bumped into each other But you didn't say hi coz I looked away And maybe that was the biggest mistake of my life And maybe I haven't moved on since that night Cause it's 12:51 and I thought my feelings were gone But I'm lying on my bed thinking of you again And the moon shines so bright but I gotta dry these tears tonight Cause you're moving on and I'm not that strong to hold on any longer Oh oh oh oh... And I saw you with her Didn't think you would find another And my world just seemed to crush Shouldn't have thought that this would last And maybe that was the biggest mistake of my life And maybe I haven't moved on since that night Cause it's 12:51 and I thought my feelings were gone But I'm lying on my bed thinking of you again And the moon shines so bright but I gotta dry these tears tonight Cause you're moving on and I'm not that strong to hold on any longer As the sky outside gets brighter And my eyes begin to tire I'm slowly drowning The memories of him And I know it shouldn't matter As my heart begins to shatter I'm left to wonder Just how it should have been yeah
12:51 and I thought my feelings were gone But I'm lying on my bed I'm not thinking of you again And the moon shines so bright but I gotta dry these tears tonight Cause you're moving on and I'm not that strong to hold on Cause I'll prove you wrong that I can move on through this song I'm so much stronger Oh oh oh oh...

Thursday, April 19, 2012

再愛一遍








爭吵了千百回 想法打上了死結
失去愛滋潤點綴 一切都事與願違
關係瞬間下墜 以為介入的是誰
原來是我不了解 填補你心靈空缺
最後結局沒有好過一些 認定你我都做了分手準備
還是習慣你來陪 不再是裝作無所謂 可否回到當初那份感覺

因為失去而失眠 多想堅持到終點
從不曾斷了思念 不顧再愛的危險


盡力在心裡默念 祈求能再愛一遍 


知道會傷痕累累我也不後悔


希望上天賜機會 而我會不顧一切
用盡每天和每夜 再次陪著你流淚
已經瞭解了心碎 就讓我停止淚水 


再愛一遍是最後語言




depends.

I know.
Yes,I did it.hmn.....but it doesn't work on me.and it hurt me.

Wednesday, April 18, 2012

Fuk myself

From KL to seremban.all the way long my parents keep asking and talking about YOU!at first,I just remain silent . Dafuq!!!!! they were like trying my forbearance . during dinner ,after dinner still the same.still asking !why? what happen? what why? is this or that from her.(presents)
I can't even take my dinner well.arghhhh.... bek tahan! bek tahan!it really made me wanna run out from my house. they stopped it.when I showed them my smelly shit face. ah!  I am really a stupid idiot. so rude to parents
sorry sorry >.<







Tuesday, April 17, 2012

10 things a girl probably doesn't know about a guy :

1. Guys are more emotional then they think, if they loved them truly.

2. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

4. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

5. Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.

6. Girls are guys' weaknesses.

7. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

8. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."

9. No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.

10. When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible ♥



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