everything

Alright alright! its crazy how you can go days and months without contact to someone but she still cross your mind everyday.

every single thing in my life make think of her. i need someone to pull me out. 

being stupid again

You again

I've tried so hard so hard,but it isn't easy. Tried so hard to pull out from my mind to stop thinking and missing you,but other hand like pulling back again.Never know why its so complicated .avoiding everything about you. even though i miss you so much.so tired to missing someone that never back to me again.

but sometimes 

Thinking everything you did are not desire to me to do so. we did the thing wrong,but I am the one who apologize.I just tried to make things right. but you cheated and hidden a lot things from me and you said we needa trust each other.all are lies to me. I am brainless!stupid!

Every time we argued ,I thinking to solve it asap but you not.you make thing worst. you did all the things i hate to revenge ,let me feel bad. Thats not the way.

Totally wrong!!!you should know :( 

And
please don't show disrespect to me.yes,I am nothing to you anymore.but please show respect to me as well. you just purposely act something stupid, circus with boys in-front of me.ya, you successfully made me suffer on that time. you won the situation but indirectly you lose yourself . others saw it and feel you so  "...  "
you never know what you doing is right or wrong.i think you never regret too.you said you'll different in that place.very funny to hear u said it. it shows what?it shows you......erm.

I do respect you.please respect.
hmn......

5months not long but it is like a century for me : )

btw

Thanks for the good memories 

Today,21st. I miss you badly.

The 21st without you. I miss you badly . how about you ? :)

I'm scrolling through my cellphone for the 20th time today I'm reading the text you sent me again Though I memorized it anyway It was an afternoon in December When it reminded you of the day When we bumped into each other But you didn't say hi coz I looked away And maybe that was the biggest mistake of my life And maybe I haven't moved on since that night Cause it's 12:51 and I thought my feelings were gone But I'm lying on my bed thinking of you again And the moon shines so bright but I gotta dry these tears tonight Cause you're moving on and I'm not that strong to hold on any longer Oh oh oh oh... And I saw you with her Didn't think you would find another And my world just seemed to crush Shouldn't have thought that this would last And maybe that was the biggest mistake of my life And maybe I haven't moved on since that night Cause it's 12:51 and I thought my feelings were gone But I'm lying on my bed thinking of you again And the moon shines so bright but I gotta dry these tears tonight Cause you're moving on and I'm not that strong to hold on any longer As the sky outside gets brighter And my eyes begin to tire I'm slowly drowning The memories of him And I know it shouldn't matter As my heart begins to shatter I'm left to wonder Just how it should have been yeah

12:51 and I thought my feelings were gone But I'm lying on my bed I'm not thinking of you again And the moon shines so bright but I gotta dry these tears tonight Cause you're moving on and I'm not that strong to hold on Cause I'll prove you wrong that I can move on through this song I'm so much stronger Oh oh oh oh...

再愛一遍

爭吵了千百回　想法打上了死結

失去愛滋潤點綴　一切都事與願違

關係瞬間下墜　以為介入的是誰

原來是我不了解　填補你心靈空缺

最後結局沒有好過一些　認定你我都做了分手準備

還是習慣你來陪　不再是裝作無所謂　可否回到當初那份感覺

因為失去而失眠　多想堅持到終點

從不曾斷了思念　不顧再愛的危險

盡力在心裡默念　祈求能再愛一遍　

知道會傷痕累累我也不後悔

希望上天賜機會　而我會不顧一切

用盡每天和每夜　再次陪著你流淚

已經瞭解了心碎　就讓我停止淚水　

再愛一遍是最後語言

depends.

I know.

Yes,I did it.hmn.....but it doesn't work on me.and it hurt me.

Fuk myself

From KL to seremban.all the way long my parents keep asking and talking about YOU!at first,I just remain silent . Dafuq!!!!! they were like trying my forbearance . during dinner ,after dinner still the same.still asking !why? what happen? what why? is this or that from her.(presents)

I can't even take my dinner well.arghhhh.... bek tahan! bek tahan!it really made me wanna run out from my house. they stopped it.when I showed them my smelly shit face. ah!  I am really a stupid idiot. so rude to parents

sorry sorry >.<

10 things a girl probably doesn't know about a guy :

1. Guys are more emotional then they think, if they loved them truly.

2. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

4. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

5. Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.

6. Girls are guys' weaknesses.

7. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

8. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."

9. No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.

10. When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible ♥


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You are my weakness.

Look back to the past.I realized you are my weakness.I care too much of you.This song's lyrics totally is my feeling.


I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel


Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You're making me insane
All I can say is


I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel


I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassion's in my nature
Tonight is our last stand


I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
You shouldn't ever come around
'Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
Go fix yourself


-------scars

Soorrry for party rocking.

Every semester break i'll renew all my "assets". but this time different..i purposely back to KL to meet friends and party rock everyday since the break is too long. hehehe. done a lot of stupid stuffs with them .one of the stupid stuff is our sleeping time - 6am became our sleep time.hahaha.when woke up ,the sky going to dark  . nightlife @@ !!!really like ghost .hahahaha.  but enjoy .if not ,damn lifeless lahhh. previous me like to stay at home rather than that. :) alright!and is time to seek part time. come on!!!work work come on!!!

READ THIS.

I found a post in facebook today.see how is HE.it talk about how a men have to do.
read it all. :)

"老公，你手机来电话啦！”

男：喂？
女：喂，你……吗？
男：是，你是谁？
女：我是……
男：噢，你啊！找我有事吗？
女：你能出来一下吗？我在你们家外面的。

“去吧？老公我相信你”

女：喝茶吧！
男：什么事快说吧！这么晚了。我不放心我老婆一个人在家，她怕黑。
女：我离婚了！
男：为什么啊！你老公不是很爱你吗？
女：他这个混蛋，他背着我搞了小三，呜呜呜呜
男：好了，别伤心了，你还年轻，还有更好的等着你……
女：你恨我吗？
男：一切都过去了。我现在把你当朋友，没有什么恨不恨。
女：真的？
男：呵呵当然，我有和你说过谎吗？
女：你还爱我吗？
男：……爱
女：我们结婚吧，我一定会做一个贤妻良母。
男：我有妻子了，我和她上个星期刚领的结婚证，再过两个月就结婚了。
女：不是还没结婚吗？
男：不可以，她真的很爱我，我不能伤害她。
女：你不好意思我去说……
男：那也不行。
女：呜呜，为什么？
男：因为我是男人，所以不可以。
女：我想知道是具体为什么 你还爱我，而且我也还爱你，为什么就不能再一起？
男：你真想知道为什么？
女：嗯。
男：1：是一个人 ，我知道爱上一个人不容易更知道被伤后有多痛苦，所以我不能离开她。
2：之所以决定结婚是因为我决定了，这一辈选定她了，选定她就是我这辈子唯一的女人。不管以后说什么话都以不愧于她为标准，做什么事都以不背叛她为原则，不管以后我们遇见的是风还是雨，我都会站在最前面为她挡风挡雨。
3：她很爱我，她很傻，很善良 她不管做什么事都处处为我着想。
我今天来都是经过她的劝说我才来的，她相信我，相信我不会对不起她，她决定嫁给我，就是决定把她的一生给了我。
女人的一生是不允许被践踏的。
明白吗？
女：懂了……

“世界上有两种美，外在美：它能满足你的面子，但不定能给一生的幸福。
内在美：它虽然不能给足你面子但它一定能给你一生幸福，女人——……面子重要……还是幸福重要……”

女：做个朋友可以吗？
男：不要了，我不需要女朋友以外的女性朋友！
女：为什么？说理由
男：第一，没有共同语言，我平时玩的东西你们女孩子也不喜欢玩；第二，你满足不了我女朋友可以给我的需求；等三，我没时间和你逛街吃饭什么的，那是陪女朋友做的事；第四，我女朋友会吃醋。所以何必呢？


男人最骄傲的不是睡过多少女人，而是能有一个女人愿意让他睡一辈子。
女人最骄傲的不是拥有多少男人，而是她的男人愿意为他拒绝多少女人。


男人，要经得起诱惑！！！！！！
女人，要耐得起寂寞！！！！！！

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alright.another six months.

Alright.my teeth still in 'longkap' for another six months.as dentist told me.after braces have removed,they are not stabilized yet.so I've to wear retainer all the time. =.= a removable one for my upper teeth .for my lower teeth ,he gave me a fixed retainer that hidden behind. he said"one shot,no need care well". alright. another six months. >.< now can't speak nicely.needa repeat and repeat to the person I talk to. argh!! 

Lifeless.

Damn lifeless now.beside bullshit with friends ,there is no others .just met my secondary school buddies at mamak.so surprise all became extreme powerful smoker.smoke smoke. like a Boss. cigarette ashes all around.can't imagine how their lungs are.how about me?smoking too? hmn....i remember what you said :) but I think second-hand smoke more worst.heheheheee.every single thing make me think of you.hmn.so miss every little thing with you :)

the day i lost you

my best.

Yes,I've tried my best for all the things that I think it is worth it. At least I did my best for it.I don't scare of hurdles .I don't care it will success or what.I've tried my best .so I'll never regret. I can't stand there do nothing and let it be.

nothing is fated. live without regrets.

Teeth.

Finally my teeth are free from braces.after 1 year +.  thank you to my daddy sponsors me for this treatment.

latest me without braces *ding*

blur.

i just done something stupid again.i deleted all the posts by only one fucking click.all just disappear like nobody business.make me no mood for blog anymore.argh~ blur blur...blue blue.....

All things just suddenly disappear.....

Dafuq???????accidently delete all posts......hmn.happen to me again?haiz

Since.

Since the day I let you away from me.you went away,never come back. I thinking of you constantly , its with my heart and mind. a lot of stuffs are planned for you. so miss the day with you. think you'll appear infront of me. I wan with you again.

so miss you